June 30, 2014

"I must learn more about these people-try to understand them, put myself in their place. No, instead I am so busy keeping my head above water that I scarcely know who I am, much less who anyone else is."

— Sylvia Plath (via wutjugend)

June 30, 2014



Shakespeare was right, the world is a stage. And this is my best performance yet.

Because I can be anything you want. I can be the girl with the dark lipstick and short skirt, hanging on your arm, with grey goose in my glass. The girl with a joint hanging out of my mouth, and she’ll remove it…

June 30, 2014


I’m I really so jaded and needy that I’m constantly worrying about if someone’s playing with my emotions all the time now? When did I get this way. It’s not okay. I’m only going to end up hurt by letting this skepticism consume me. God I’m so pissed off at myself and afraid of everything.

April 5, 2014

Barbara Palvin in 2014 Rosa Clara Bridal New Collection 

March 24, 2014

I’m sorry but I’m officially against Romery, Roman and maybe Emery but I’ll give her a couple more episodes. I know It’s a very unpopular opinion but I don’t care, I am pro-grayson and I’ll always but I used to like Roman a lot. Probably just as much as Grayson actually. I never bought Romery because it’s forced as fuck and they never built any relationship at all, but I did like Roman. They killed any good feelings for Roman in 39-40 min.

Let me be clear, Traggs aren’t better than Red Hawks so why Emery should stay away from Grayson because his parents are the leaders of RH when Roman’s best friend his HIMSELF a Tragg. Pls Roman. I know the point is that his parents are bad and I totally agree but Tragg aren’t better so do something about Drake (not only stopping him, just erase him from your life like you would want Emery to do) or stay quiet. If not doing anything about Drake wasn’t enough, you hate on Grayson but he hasn’t done a thing against atrian by his own hand, or at least we didn’t see it yet, but Drake did. He kidnapped a random dude and give him to Traggs if you hadn’t showed up and when you did he thought about killing the girl. Two bad things but I would feel better if he had killed a girl planning to kill all humans than delivering someone innocent because his parents are bad. So that’s the main thing that pissed me off solely on Roman part.

Then there is Romery.

Romery ep one : They had a flashback scene. When they were kids, Emery saved his life by hiding him for one night and one morning. They pretty much instantly knew who the other was and almost kissed because you know she saved her life as a kid so they’ve to instantly love each other years later for no apparent reasons.

Romery episode 2,3, 4 and 5 : More Romery scenes but still no development in their relationship. They have visible feelings but no reasons behind those.

Romery episode 6 : Emery plans to dumb the guy she was dating for a promise of a “possible” futur between her and Roman. She change all her feelings for Grayson in a blink because Roman says she shouldn’t hang out with grayson. You know his parents are bad so he’s bad. It ends up that she will, more or less directly, cause the fall of Grayson’s mother. Grayson don’t know, he came to her after she said to Julia that she would choose Roman over him. Grayson opens up to her, told her his feelings about his parents actions and plans he just discovered, how he was kinda ashamed for not standing up to em and see their true face when it was time. She listenned like it was ok to just wait up for him to say how he feels and then break his heart because he clearly loves her. Roman come to her house too but see by the window how close she’s to Grayson. He’s disappointed and righfully so because she kinda hinted that she was going to give up Grayson for him but it didn’t look like it when he came by. There is no ending to Graymery discussion or scene, the ep just ended.

Just think about it for a couple minutes, forget than you are totally sold on Romery and tell me why Romery feelings are what they are from the very beginning of ep 1. Please don’t say a word about the flashback or her saving him, they were kids and you don’t love anyone just because they saved you. I would’ve have myself fall in love for 2 or 3 EMT that actually saved my life and even “kissed” me to do so. But nope, my feelings aren’t that easy to get. I would like Romery just as much as I like Graymery the day they will just admit it’s bs so far and actually build something between those 2. For now I will just be on Graymery, Drake/Taylor and Lukas/Sophia bandwagon. They’re cute and I see some development, not much but it’s arleady 10 times what i’ve seen from Romery.